comeback kid

he nods fervently, for he knows the consequences of one's misadventures. a broken heart and a battered soul, it's a day to be forgotten, nothing of much significance to be happy about. tragedy hit like a skewed baseball from a unassuming pitch and it hit kid hard. a bloodied nose, pain and a little suffocation in the chest no less. kid feels spent, something he hasn't felt for a long time and kid is humbled by his own humanity. he despises it deeply and feels willied. life doesn't lay out a bed of thornless roses but surely it never made out to be this sobering, he thinks bitterly, as if answers will come as questions flow out of his system. he thinks about her. there were many times to savour but she was the one who got away. she freaked and memories just fell apart like shattered glass and the sound was crisp. to trust her to steer a ship of emotions steadily is akin to asking a monkey to sing. lets put it this way there wasn't a tune she got right. so she closed her doors and ran away. it was so simple, yet so devastating. as a come back kid it brings new pits of pangs.. didn't set it out to be a bad ass flick but it turned on him. deservedly so as he knew all about her and he went on anyways. he knew all about the crazy that made her fascinating. so now its time to move aside from her world and live on. a beautiful disaster, a beautiful woman but she needed someone or something else. he didn't deserve her. and maybe that be the same for some come back kid!

#Personalblog #2010