only nice things to say..

i liked esther. she liked many things. a nice couch with a good movie, was all she ever asked for. a good friend and a confidante, nothing much else, not the riches in the world, only petty things that mattered to her. i liked esther, she liked spongebob, shaun and stephen and daniel, smiling when she gushes about their lives, as if they had a magic wand to take her troubles away, i liked esther i liked the dream esther liked to be free, not with blue eyes in a boy's world, not be responsible to hold him together, in the batterings of the world. i did nothing i couldn't give her anything except a broken heart. she is happier now. she has to be. she was the happiest part of me. - johnny b

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